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02 December 2009
trying out tumblr too!
j-lovedd.tumblr (:
blogger's still more user friendly though.
we'll see how it goes.
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sometimes we just need to de-trust ;
30 November 2009
back from mps!
and i totally felt weird.
rahs.
maybe there are just too many people we can't trust,
even those closest to us, and we thought we could leave our lives in their hands.
loving someone is giving someone the ability to destroy you, yet trusting them enough not to.
but what happens when they break you, just by lying once?
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replies (:
30 Nov 09, 06:16seychee{: sweet ):
28 Nov 09, 07:49seychee{: (L)
27 Nov 09, 07:06seycheet{: hey see why vulgar!thats so unlike u>< anw, why arent u online /:
NICE CHEER UP! (L)(L)(L)! ((: sweet supports you! :D
24 Nov 09, 09:10wilson: haha dun emo la. be high like me :p go make others high and dun let others make u emo.
haha thanks (: but i guess i can't make ppl high de :X heh! and i'm not emo anymore! thanks tu di! (:
18 Nov 09, 08:51liqin: haha sure just tell me when you free : )
this whole week and next whole weeekkkkkk :/ heh but we're meeting this fri yayyay! :D:D
18 Nov 09, 06:55Yiyun♥: YAY! ^^ LOVE YOU TOO!!!~
haha of course! my dearest! (:
16 Nov 09, 19:21shannon: i like that pic of the reflection at the lake!
hahah angkor wat! pretty pretty!! ((:
&blogger's having some problems again LOL.
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keep counting, girl, go on.
I CLEARED MY SHELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF :D
though not much work. but yeah, i'm happy with myself hohoho!
and i feel hungry already omg.
see,
i'm not a total pig(gy) aft all ((((:
my pool dateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
arcade too hahaha.
and i must knw wht t get this friday :D!
but first, i need t knw wht t wear ltr 0.0
k i shall go help with the ingredients for my dinner first muahahahaha!
bathe and go out!
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happy 16th!
ily ♥
i knw you can hear me(:
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i need motivation.
i'm feeling super lazy ):
thr's so much to do but i just can't make myself do them.
keep pushing them to tmr.
hoping t get a real gd break today.
but it always turn out to be a slack day instead of a real break.
rah!
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you.
29 November 2009
haha i can't think of a proper title !
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it takes us a second t complain,but a minute t realise how much they'd done for us.
i love the way you nag at me,
the way you told me not t miss you,
the way you looked me in the eyes and told me i'm beautiful as i am,
the way you smile at me when i say something silly,
the way you text me in the middle of the night when you can't slp,
the way you look at me when i do stupid things,
the way you let me cry on your shoulder even though you knw i'd wet
your shirt,
the way you tell me you're tired and yet entertain me when i'm bored,
the way you reassure me when i just can't calm down,
the way you'd point at things i do,
the way you make my day just by smiling,
the way you do little things tht just touches my heart like nth else,
the way you wldn't let go of me even if i'd get angry,
the way you tolerate my little (understatement) tantrums even though i
drive you mad sometimes,
...
the way you knw i love you(:
the only one who can make me laugh, smile and cry all at the same
time.and the only star i ever really wanna gaze at (:
absence makes the heart grow much fonder (:
♥
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chatted on msn for the whole day, and played game with my mum and wilson LOL
(there, tu di, i blog abt you already LOLS :D)
cool eh? :D
viwawa ftw!
kills boredom totally hahaha!
/edit, for my seller:D
JIAYOU SELLER (:
everything will be fine :D
got me, 天塌不下来 hahaha!:D
don't worry! :D
i'll your (hmm.. HAHA) tomato today,
tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,
till the day you sell me off HAHAHA!
♥ you!
6 and a half more days to gooooo.
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babystar ♥
26 November 2009
问题不大，只是不能解决.
(Y)
RAH! i need to self remind.
manymanymanymany times,
to refrain from being vulgar.
refrain refrain refrain!!
been rly bad of late,
keep getting pissed by some stupid b******.
shit.
but okay he rly is.
as if we're not going t die fast enough.
zzz.
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♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥!
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when simple things take over ;
24 November 2009
if it doesn't resemble me, i wldn't recognise it.
you?
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today's a happy yet emo day!
bball & table tennis = tired! HAHA!
(super cool new table tennis table WAHHAHA)
:) :) :)
it's the littlest things tht rly matter (:
but sometimes i just can't help but emo.
coz i can't do a shit ):
GAH.
ohwells, life's like tht.
period.
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the happiest things in life.
23 November 2009
at 5, i was probably happy just being able to :
- get a candy floss and make a mess out of everything
at 10, i was probably happy just being able to :
- tell my mum i'll bathe but sit in front of the computer for another hour.
- ask my dad for help and have him pinch my face in return.
at 15, i was happy just being able to :
- scream at my sister and laugh together two minutes later.
- text/call my best friend when i was feeling the worst.
- cry in front of the one who knws me best when i feel like it.
at 20?
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when it all becomes a habit ;
22 November 2009
it's no longer a necessity.
we no longer feel for it.
we forget we need it.
and ultimately, we forget why we loved it.
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你值得被珍惜 ;
okay i'm determined to type a long-enough post !
i'm finally feeling human!
try a few hours not being yourself.
it's shit. totally.
cldn't even get my clothes from my own wardrobe.
my dad said i was burning lol.
my mum said i was cold.
(which made me think one of them isn't feeling well instead of me. -.-)
i think i rly can't live without enough slp. RAH!
(to think i was kinda an owl a year ago -.-)
talked t yj for rlyrly long ytd.
i think it's the first time in like 4years we texted for so long LOL.
PA mates FTW! (:
i realise,
sometimes we just need that little bit of reassurance.
and we'll be happy, over the moon, go crazily high.
i admit i was being rather mean, biased, whtever.
but don't you just find it unfair too?
it led me to think. generally.
there are people who rly try hard to be good enough.
yet there are people who just say bye when unhappy things happens.
or at least they seem to be like that.
even though they know very clearly how they feel about him/her.
that's when it gets so one-sided.
i think we all wldn't mind trying when the other party is being receptive right?
but what if he/she's not?
and what's the point of pretending to not care when you do?
it hurts doubly when you go against your own heart's desire.
and is there still a purpose for it?
is saying bye when things wldn't go the right way, the right way?
is it still worthwhile?
will we, one day, stop trying?
when we do, will he/she still remember our existence?
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learning from our mistakes is this important.
now that we feel how they felt abt wht we did,
we knw we've got to change.
for the better.
dun regret making mistakes, 'cause they teach you to make things right. (:
very true statement!
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我们的爱.
21 November 2009
dearest loves jerry yan :D
HAHAHAHA.
she's mad abt him. awwww wht abt me ? ):
HAHAH!
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when there's so much more to cherish,
it's unwise to try and hold on to something that'll do you nothing good.
true?
i don't need to have what they have.
'cause they won't have you like i do. (:
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it's all it takes.
20 November 2009
life's not about waiting for the storm to pass,
but about learning to dance in the rain.
i can't believe i'm actually happier now without you.
i dunno wht exactly happened to us.
but one day, was all it took to broke us (both i believe) up.
i thought you thought the same way as i did.
but well, no.
i thought we'd be the best of friends,
but well, no.
the way you lied, the way you looked me in the eyes and lied.
it was long time ago.
but it hurts as much as if it happened yesterday,
whenever i'm reminded.
i'm always asking why i'm not like them,
why do i not have what they have.
and you gave me hope, faith,
and everything i needed to believe once again.
but no, it's no fairytale.
and it ain't gonna be as easy.
now, to me, trying alone helps better.
maybe i didn't do enough,
maybe i didn't cherish enough,
maybe i rly didn't expect it to be so fragile.
i shldn't have believed it's gonna last.
because i believe now, i no longer mean anything to you.
i just don't wanna know, or rather, believe,
that it only broke me down, but not you.
i'll be learning.
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maybe ;
19 November 2009
if you can't do what you promise,
if you don't want to promise,
don't call her your baby.
same goes,
the guy too, wants someone who wants him back.
it's a lesson to be learnt.
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